To start off with i'm a big woman, if your not into that then please move on. i may be forever dieting but it wont ever be for you, it will be for me. About me. Hmmm what to say. Big and Beautiful all the way baby. Most people adore me, think i'm very sweet, it's not ego it's just the truth. people say i am an incredible woman and i believe them. i have a kick ass heart and an awsome but twisted sense of humor. i guess i'm a little shy at first but when i get warmed up look out. Feel free to ask me anything.
About children: I'll take what the universe gives me and let my hope live on.
i'd love to spend time with someone who enjoys my company, i want to have great conversations or maybe just enjoy each others silence. someone who wants to pamper me (not because i want it but because he wants to do it) yeah that may be nice i've never really experience that before. someone who's looking for more than a FWB would be nice. sorry guys i don't have sex with my friends and FWB always ends up being just "booty call" why don't we all just call it like it is from the beginning. oh yeah and i'm not looking for that either. I'm at a point in my life where i'm ready to start building something. No that doesn't mean that I want or expect a proposal on the 1st, 3rd, 10th date 6 months in or even ever. It just means i'm ready to bypass the games and experience some good stuff.
my interests include well lots of stuff. fun stuff.
The kinds of things i'm looking for I guess are: Hanging out with someone who makes me laugh. go to a movie, take a drive, go to dinner, hang out with friends together, play games (like cards or board games) pamper me, let me pamper him, snuggle me, let me snuggle him.....and he must rub my feet and give me back rubs (ok so that might be pushing the pampering for you guys there). i don't know i guess i'm pretty much looking for magic, yeah magic, i'm looking for magic. mr wonderful sweep me off my feet, take my breath away, rawk my world magic (does that exist)?
i do believe in a spiritual being but i'm not a God freak or particularly religous person but i do believe in spirituality and i just love this saying.
'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence..... 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'
Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
something a little casual and fun. maybe hang out, get coffee, go to a movie (if we're feeling shy) movies are generally a make out date for after you already know a person, take a drive, go to dinner, hang out at the park, go to the aquarium or the zoo, look at things and experience them as a child would, fresh, new and exciting, full of wonder. take a walk, go to the beach, do fun stuff, definately laugh and smile a lot.