Well things have changed a bit, I've reached a point where I want to settle down and I'm now wanting to find just that one. The dating scene in AZ. would scare anyone and while I have met some great people I've met others that well are not so great! Below this update I'm going to pate an ad I wrote a while back that tells a lot about me but more importantly tells a great deal of who I'm looking for. If you read this and it rings a bell please don't be too shy or affraid to approach me. Just reach out and say hi.
In my early 30’s but an old soul. Not by any stretch of the imagination average at any level. I have lived an enormous life, traveled the world, succeeded where others have failed, accomplished more in the first 30 years than most ever will see in an entire life time. Along with this has come great failures, pain, and trauma, that most could not even begin to understand. I have lived many places, had many loves, experienced many things, and as a result grown and matured to a new existence in my life. If you can’t handle candor press your back button now and find another posting because I have no intentions on lying to you. However I have lied before, I have even stolen, and even been unfaithful to my heart and to those around me. As a result however, I have also paid a penance to the laws of karma far more than my sins.
On first appearance I am an attractive, intelligent, well dressed, articulate man of whom you would never begin to imagine the life that I have lived. The many scars, both physical and emotional, are well hidden and healed. They are my badges of honor of which I take very seriously. My vast experiences in life give my the ability to converse with nearly anyone I meet on an equal level and while I have an excessively high IQ, I am eager on a daily basis to learn and experience new things. Although this may have an aire of**** arrogance, I assure you it is in fact a well founded confidence and one at that I have earned.
I have literally died now twice in this existence, lost everything I have ever owned, earned, or been gifted, been betrayed by those closest to me, and left to rot in a gutter, only to accept the cards life has dealt me and overcome them with nothing more than the strength of my will and abundance of my character. I am a soldier and a fighter but on very different terms than the basic definition of each. Companies and organizations pay substantial sums of money for my expertise and abilities as when it comes to moving mountains and attaining the impossible, I am the one that makes it happen. Yet despite my financial successes and a personality that demands the best in life, I am not a monetary person. Quite the opposite actually and if you are one of the people in my life that at any time has crossed paths with me you can testify to the fact that if I didn’t give you the shirt off my back, I was willing to.
The word “LOVE” is probably the most misused word in our language, unconditional Love is a concept equal to the string theory or 11th dimension that most can only discuss hypothetically. I however have learned and been privileged enough to not only understand this conceptually, I practice this on a daily basis. A many of women I have been with in my life, a very few I have even Loved and would have given my life for. Physical pleasures and understanding a woman’s needs which experience has taught me is kinetic and psychological as much as it is physical, are an area that I pride myself in understanding. I am a large man by stature, very tall and well built with natural definition. My presence can be intimidating although while some have seen me mad, no one has ever seen me angry. Essentially I am a protective one for those I care about and one that has the ability to cast great fear in those that by all rights should fear my very existence. Romance and passion are an art and being a man of culture I take great pride in these arts but reserve them for only one more person and I have not yet been privileged enough to have met her, yet. So that makes a good segway for who it is I am seeking!
Are an amazing woman although you may not know it yet. You are attractive, which is relative, as in you are attractive to me. Age is not a concern, maturity is. Your inner beauty is the most precious I will find. You strive for the little details in life that make others feel better. You are easily hurt emotionally but not guarded and trust those around you until they give you a reason not to. You see the best in others and are a positive person by nature. You’ve made mistakes of the heart, more than once, and would do it all over again with the hopes of winning the lottery and finding a man who was willing and capable of cherishing you in a way only found in most fairy tales. You are a dreamer but unlike most that just dream you chase yours and the dreams of those around you. You believe that a person’s eyes are the windows to their soul and one look between us could easily lead to a passionate kiss and the comfort of each others arms.
I hope to find that last great woman with whom I can dream, share and experience all that life has left. Come dance with me, we’ll laugh together, grow together, and find happiness in the content knowledge that we did find each other. I sit tonight looking at the stars thinking about you and all that we will accomplish together. Be it family with children or just ourselves we will travel, see new places, revisit found ones, meet new people and cultures, and give the best of ourselves to the world but most of all to each other. Every day will present new challenges that the sheer strength of our Love will always overcome and each new experience will give us new insight and personal growth that together we cherish. Our greatest memories will be those of being in each others arms where the world around us faded away and we laughed, smiled, and were happy to have been given the chance to experience each other.
While I am certainly not a virgin in the physical sense, I am one when it comes to having an equal Love. Someone that was capable and willing to give, risk, and sacrifice as much as I am always willing to. So I challenge the women that have read to this point, if what I have written has resonated with you at all and in your heart you know it is you I am speaking of, please, help me find you. There is only one woman left for me and I will know you when we find each other. I am finally ready to give back to you all that I have learned. You may have been your Father’s princess; I will make you my Queen. Until then I will be watching the stars and dreaming of you.