I don't really paint a good picture of myself, as I tend to look more on the negative side of things,
but as Marilyn Monroe once said "I'm selfish, impatient, and insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best."
-- I was born in Saskatchewan, grew up in the maritimes, and moved out to Alberta on my own in 2006.
-- It takes a lot of time to actually get to know the real me.
-- I'm shy, quiet, and reserved. I get anxiety at times.
-- I've got low self-esteem, low confidence and tend to be over emotional.
-- I cry a lot, for no particular reason.
-- I'm very much an introvert. I prefer the low key things in life, and am not a fan of crowds.
-- I'm often viewed as distant, hostile and apathetic.
-- Sometimes I'm awkward and often feel like I don't connect with society. Sometimes I have a really hard time with conversations.
-- I'm very indecisive and second guess myself a lot.
-- I get lost in thought and tend to live inside my head.
-- I'm kind of a pessimist. I've been referred to as a 'depressing ball of sunshine".
-- I'm moody, messy, restless and sometimes I get dark.
-- I'm skittish, very skittish when it comes to things.
-- I'm not all that nice, a lot of the time. I lack the virtue of patience and am often thought of as being annoyed.
-- I have been told many time that I should smile more often because I have a beautiful smile.
-- I have also been told that I should laugh more as well.
-- I wish life could be a musical, with songs and dancing.
-- I have been known to quote Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Firefly throughout everyday life.
-- I've had one major relationship throughout my life, which lasted for about four years. That ended almost four years ago, and we are still friends and hang out together quite often.
-- I am SO not an outdoorsy person. I do not care to camp, hike, snowboarding, etc. I'm not much of a partaker in sports at all.
-- I'm a homebody. I enjoy being indoors, chillin'. Preferably pantless.
-- I'm not a health nut or a gym enthusiast. I eat a lot of junk food/fast food, and so I'm kind of abit chubby.
-- I did one semester of university and one year of college, but dropped out of both ventures.
-- I work full-time in the optical business and tho I like for the most part, I'm unsure if it's what I want for a career.
-- I am not financially stable in any way!
-- I enjoy going to the movies, karaoke, the ballet, live theatre productions, burlesque shows, hanging out with friends and spending money I don't have.
-- When I grow up, I wanna be a kitty cat! =^.^=
-- Spelling mistakes and bad grammar are big pet peeves of mine.
-- I've got three small tattoos and a couple of piercings.
-- Cherries are one of my favorite things ever, as well as frozen grapes.
-- I'm a make up junkie, especially eyeshadow.
-- Hello Kitty is f'ing adorable.
-- I love horror movies, but they sometimes freak me the sh*tout.
-- I also love musicals.
-- Reading makes me happy.
-- I'm fascinated by the supernatural, paranormal and parapsychology.
-- I love Disney movies. My favorite one being Oliver & Company.
-- I'm clumsy. I trip over my own feet quite often.
-- I LOVE cats but do not have one at the moment. I've had three but they never made the move out to AB with me.
-- I love the ocean, and I often get homesick for it altho I do not care for swimming.
-- I love love love pasta.
-- I enjoy dancing badly!
"It's just I might get distracted, and I get lost kind of easily, and sometimes I have really bad days...... when you know, I just want to hide or scream or bleed or something, and all that....."
~Delirium of The Endless(Neil Giaman's The Sandman graphic novels)
Favorite movies are Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Moulin Rouge, Secretary, Candy, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Blue Valentine, Cabin Fever, Kill Bill, Ghost World, Requiem For A Dream, The Princess Bride, Audition, American Mary, Repo the Genetic Opera, The Devil's Carnival, Take This Waltz, The Red Violin, Little Shop of Horrors
Favorite shows(past and present) are Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Firefly, Angel, Dollhouse, Grey's Anatomy, Wonderfalls, Dead Like Me, Freaks and Geeks, How I Met Your Mother, Carnivale, Six Feet Under, Breaking Bad, Dr Who, Veronica Mars
Favorite music includes Emilie Autumn, The Bird and the Bee, Garbage, My Chemical Romance, The Pretty Reckless, The Dresden Dolls, Amanda Palmer, The Creepshow, Horrorpops, Bif Naked, David Bowie, Queen, Placebo, Ellie Goulding, Kidneythieves, Marina and the Diamonds, Metric, P!nk, 80's/90's Madonna, Weezer, Postmodern Jukebox, The Dollyrots, Veruca Salt