I don't really paint a good picture of myself, as I tend to look more on the negative side of things,
but as Marilyn Monroe once said "I'm selfish, impatient, and insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best."
-- I was born in Saskatchewan, grew up in the maritimes, and moved out to alberta on my own in 2006. I really miss the ocean.
-- It takes a lot of time to actually get to know the real me.
-- I'm shy, quiet, and reserved. I get anxiety at times.
-- I've got low self-esteem, low confidence and tend to be over emotional.
-- I'm self-conscious about my speech since I have a hard time pronouncing the 'r' sound but it does make me kinda sound like I'm from Boston, lol
-- I cry alot, for no particular reason.
-- I'm very much an introvert. I prefer the low key things in life, and am not a fan of crowds.
-- I'm often viewed as distant, hostile and apathetic.
-- Sometimes I'm awkward and often feel like I don't connect with society.
-- I often have a really hard time with conversations and keeping them going.
-- I usually have trouble expressing myself and my communication skills really need improving.
-- I'm very indecisive and second guess myself alot.
-- I get lost in thought and tend to live inside my head.
-- I'm kind of a pessimist. I've been referred to as a 'depressing ball of sunshine".
-- I'm moody, messy, restless and sometimes I get dark.
-- I'm skittish, very skittish when it comes to things.
-- I'm not all that nice, alot of the time I am in fact kind of a b****.
-- I lack the virtue of patience and am often thought of as being annoyed.
-- 420 friendly but don't partake in it as much anymore.
-- I have been told many time that I should smile more often because I have a beautiful smile.
-- I have also been told that I should laugh more as well.
-- I wish life could be a musical, with songs and dancing.
-- I love the 80's and 90's.
-- Tattoos and piercings are pretty awesome.
-- Buffy the Vampire Slayer is my favorite show.
-- Labyrinth & Rocky Horror Picture Show are my all time favorite movies ever.
-- I have been known to quote Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Firefly throughout everyday life.
-- I enjoy reading and listening to music.
-- My life is usually pretty lame, which is alright by me, but sometimes I think that I need to gain some more XP.
-- I've had one major relationship throughout my life, which lasted for about four years. We stopped being an official couple four years ago BUT are still seeing each other in a non-committed/open fashion.
-- I am SO NOT an outdoorsy person. I do not care to camp, hike, snowboarding, etc. I'm not much of a partaker in sports at all.
-- I'm a homebody. I enjoy being indoors, chillin'. Preferably pantless.
-- I'm not a health nut or a gym enthusiast. I eat alot of junk food/fast food, and so I'm kind of a bit chubby.
-- I love bacon double cheeseburgers from fast food joints, and eat them without the bun.
-- I did one semester of university and one year of college, but dropped out of both ventures.
-- I work full-time in the optical business and tho I like for the most part, I'm unsure if it's what I want for a career.
-- I am not financially stable in any way!
-- I'm not very ambitious in life. I don't really have aspirations or plans for what I want out of life. In fact, I have no plans for my life other then to possibly live in a fridge box, someday. lol
-- I enjoy going to the movies, karaoke, the ballet, live theatre productions, burlesque shows, hanging out with friends and spending money I don't have.
-- When I grow up, I wanna be a kitty cat! =^.^=
Favorite movies are Labyrinth(1986), The Dark Crystal(1982), Rocky Horror Picture Show(1975), Moulin Rouge(2001), Secretary(2002), Candy(2006), Forgetting Sarah Marshall(2008), Cabin Fever(2002), Kill Bill(2003/04), Ghost World(2001), Requiem For A Dream(2000), The Princess Bride(1987), Repo the Genetic Opera(2008), The Red Violin(1998), Oliver & Company(1988), Some Kind of Wonderful(1987), Jawbreaker(1999), Donnie Darko(2001), The Goonies(1985)
Favorite shows(past and present) are Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Firefly, Angel, Dollhouse, Grey's Anatomy, Wonderfalls, Dead Like Me, Freaks and Geeks, How I Met Your Mother, Carnivale, Six Feet Under, Breaking Bad, Dr Who, Veronica Mars, Marvel's Jessica Jones, Suburgatory
Favorite music includes Emilie Autumn, Garbage, My Chemical Romance, The Pretty Reckless, The Dresden Dolls, Amanda Palmer, Bif Naked, David Bowie, Placebo, Kidneythieves, Marina and the Diamonds, Metric, P!nk, 80's/90's Madonna, Weezer, Postmodern Jukebox, Panic! at the Disco, Jann Arden, Evanescence, Lily Allen