I'm a rather difficult person to really get to know. I'm often viewed as cold and 'distant'. Very shy, and full of anxiety at times. Very much an introvert. I'm not going to sugar coat it. I am emotionally damaged from low self esteem and I tend to get really emotional at times, I tend to be socially awkward, have a tough time keeping conversations going and often feel like I don't connect with society. Occasionally, I am callous and strange! My thoughts often drift off into some kind of dreamworld. I tend to live inside my head and often I am viewed as a 'depressing ball of Sunshine' and pessimistic. I'm often told that I can be to negative about life. Definitely a glass half empty girl!
I'm often asked about why I am so shy. Honestly, it has a lot to do with the way that I talk. I have a speech impediment which makes the 'R' sound very difficult for me to pronounce--- so I sometimes have a hard time conversing with people due to being self-conscious about my speech.
I'm very much a homebody/couch potato. I am not a fitness enthusiast in anyway. Don't enjoy much in the way of camping, or being outdoors for hours on end. I enjoy watching tv series and movies/netflix. I love to read, so long as the novel pulls me into its characters and plot.
As for my life, I really don't know where I'm headed. I've done one semester of university and one year of college years and years ago, leaving both because I really didn't care for what I was taken, and decided it was a waste of money to continue. I have no real concrete plans of anything. I work full-time, but am still mostly poor. I enjoy my job, for the most part but am unsure about if it's something I want to do for a career.
Favorite movies are Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Moulin Rouge, Secretary, Candy, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Blue Valentine, Cabin Fever, Kill Bill, Ghost World, Requiem For A Dream, The Princess Bride, Audition, American Mary, Repo the Genetic Opera, The Devil's Carnival
Favorite shows(past and present) are Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Firefly, Angel, Dollhouse, Grey's Anatomy, Wonderfalls, Dead Like Me, Freaks and Geeks, How I Met Your Mother, Carnivale, Six Feet Under, Breaking Bad, Dr Who, Veronica Mars
Favorite music includes Emilie Autumn, The Bird and the Bee, Garbage, My Chemical Romance, The Pretty Reckless, The Dresden Dolls, Amanda Palmer, The Creepshow, Horrorpops, Bif Naked, David Bowie, Queen, Placebo, Ellie Goulding, Kidneythieves, Marina and the Diamonds, Metric, P!nk, 80's/90's Madonna, Weezer, Postmodern Jukebox