Insert your personality in this box: (stay away from sentences that start with 'I" "I am" and "I will" )
IMPORTANT !!! If you read my profile before I updated it on april 2 nd 2015 ,then you may recall that I was in a serious relationship, and was aiming for marriage . I am still a a hopeless romantic. However, It would not be fair to put myself on here as looking for a relationship at this point. I need to have fun and get "grounded." There was nothing wrong with either of us, it just was not a match. (it takes time to find these things out) Someday I hope to find that one special person, and it could happen sooner rather than later. But for now, I just want to have some fun and not have to think about all of that. Hearts break easily, so lets leave ours at home please. If by some strange twist of fate, the stars align and it can not be ignored, I wont hand you back your broken heart and be a calloused jerk about it. But I may ask if we can give it some time. I WANT to fall in love as much as anyone. I DO NOT want to be un-whole when it happens, then change half way through and THEN break your heart.
music ; Jerry Garcia. STS9 - tom waits - widespread panic - Govt Mule- pink floyd- YMSB- Bob Marley -YES- mysterium tremendum- Danny barnes- Dead/further- black happy- ozzy- classic rock, hard rock, heavy metal, blues, some select bluegrass... Some of it is your grandpa's,more of it your great grandpa's,the kind that is played on mandolins strung with watermelon sugar strings and tuned with trout fish oil. some select country (mostly old country, not a huge fan of "pop" country, or booty call/rap country. and yes I even have a deep love of classical music . generally not into rap, dub step, or 80 % of the electronic music. But that other 20%... hell yeah! (Get the picture?) I am lyric driven, as I am a poet and lyricist. so substance matters a lot to me.
I am taking a break from my previously ambitious- work-aholic life.
Trying to enjoy life while I can. beaches, rivers, mountains.
A person of many interests, I have lived many lives.
I never learned much when I was talking , now I seem to talk a lot to people I am comfortable with.
Positive and optimistic most of the time.
Tend to be sarcastic when I am in a good mood
patient, kind, very cuddly and loving.
enjoy learning,teaching. (we are all teachers,learners, and doer's)
just sitting and watching the waves come in....
I cry during movies, I also cry when I think of certain songs, especially really good ones. These are usually tears of JOY. I cry easily when the good guys are winning, when my soul is moved, when the sunset is especially beautiful, when I am happy,
pounding, grinding, and bending metal
taking things apart
antiques,rusty and rustic items
Making herbal remedies, extracts, and salves
reading books on subjects like science, chemistry,fabrication,plants,space, quantum physics, psychology...etc
reading the dictionary and thesaurus for fun
things I usually actually end up doing with my time, regardless of my hobbies and interests:
Making lists to keep myself from going a million directions at once.
Trying to find that list.
asking God what he wants me to do in his world with the gifts he has given me. I tend to talk to him often.
wish I was hanging out with my best friend who totally understands me,then remembering I was just talking to him. (see line above this one)
pulling things out to start a project, then getting hungry and making something to eat, then getting back to the project to late to put everything away before its time to make something to eat again. then staying up too late working on that project and leaving every thing out and getting too tired before I finish.
starting on a new project before finishing the last amazing Idea I had.
I am very easy going, more likely to avoid getting into a situation that invites danger than to be an idiot, or around a bunch of idiots, and then try to make it out alive. I get along with just about everyone, but if my intuition tells me to go the other way, I listen. I never question it because it has been proven to be accurate. I appreciate those that avoid drama and conflict, appreciate the value of street smarts, common sense, and " guard rails." This does not mean that I never take risks, fly by the seat of my pants, or push the envelope. I love doing those things! but there is a time and a place.
Seeking: the simple things- someone to hang out with, on the beach, the river, or watch movies,... star gaze, laughter laughter laughter, have deep conversation with, people watch with. Make mistakes with and learn about life with. share beautiful songs and sunsets and moments in time with. find pretty rocks with. lean into the wind with remember amazing mind expanding experiences and chased dreams and heart breaks with. learn details of the intricacies of THEIR life- emotions- decision making...and share mine with, and failures /successes with. discuss conspiracies, philosophies, and recipes with. go to antique stores and craft stores with.
me: dreamer, day dreamer, one ear to the ground, the other to my heart (ok, that sounds like a complicated game of twister) a little bit Mick Dodge, a little bit Neil Cassidy, some Sherlock Holmes some Whinny the Poo. A little bit Eore, little bit Einstien, a little bit Tigger... ok, I got off track again. it's easy to do.
colorful, imaginative, spiritual, earthy, multifaceted, eccentric, introspective, all without trying to be self absorbed, overbearing or or just plain out of control. but I am human, so sometimes I need to be reminded how to act like a person. (that's what friends are for...right?)
This summer I hope to do some welding, making yard art/garden art. sell my remedies at Saturday markets , Sell some poetry books, and do some camping. Maybe, make some soap, make a little money doing this and that for road trips, concerts, and casino nights