have found that i am a strong, knowledgable, well-versed submissive. i am someone who is worthy of life, of friends and of someday a Dom/Sir/Master.
i know that this process has taken a great deal of time to figure out..it has really been a fight inside myself to find this. i fought my submission, i fought what i thought was "politically correct", i fought again what i was taught was right with what i believe is right.
my submission is a gift, one that is given as such, not to be taken lightly or given to just any man who calls Himself Sir or Master. It is something that many can see, but only One who will ever receive.
Now that i have found myself, i will explain a bit about what i am seeking in a Dom/Master/Sir.
He MUST be honest. If He cannot be open and honest with me, He needs to find someone else.
i wish Him to be a strong Man. Secure with Himself, His Dominance, and willing to accept me for who and what i am.
i wish Him to be open-minded, willing to experiment, yet also willing to communicate with me what i like and don't like.
i wish Him to have a sense of humor, a sense of self and be intelligent. Can carry on a normal conversation, as well as speak of the lifestyle.
Now that You have an idea of who i am, what i am, and what i am seeking, i will open my emails and respond to those i feel are worthy of my time to respond. i will NOT respond to one liners, chain mails, or mail that looks as though it were written once and pasted to every girl on fetlife.
i am a bbw, so if You have issues with weight and find it unattractive...move on. Because i am what i am...and if You don't have balls enough to see past a girls exterior to the heart and what makes her tick...You aren't for me
Please understand this isn't demanding, this isn't my "domme" side, it is a human being who has a gift to give, and doesn't not wish to waste her time on wannabes and game players. Yes, i want a man in my life again someday, and in my heart of hearts i believe that the RIGHT One will understand what is said here and respond.
first date? well i've have to say, somewhere public? dinner(dutch of course) and lots of conversation. Maybe a hug or a kiss would be nice first go round, but I don't put out! LOL Even a movie or a nice walk...even a football game!!