Well... I'm me! I'm crazy, I'm honest. I love music (all kinds really, but mostly rock, goth, metal). I love to sing. Music is definately my passion. I write poetry, lyrics, etc. I love creating and designing things. I'm really open-minded. I hate drama. I like being who I am and nothing else. I'm not really into people who put on a fake image or act. I admire someone who isnt like everyone else. I have a sarcastic sense of humor. I laugh alot, even at inapropriate times. I find beauty in things others may call strange or horrible. I'm drawn to poeple and things without any rhyme or reason. I ramble on alot. I love to learn and experience new things. I ask alot of questions. Alot of people find me extremely annoying. I will do just about anything once. I won't change for anyone. I'm a strong believer in karma.
I'm a girl caught in a tornado of thoughts and emotions. I had everything I could have ever wanted for a brief moment in time and then my world got turned upside down. I made mistakes and I lost it all. All the things I wanted all my life were suddenly ripped from me. I was convinced I could be all he wanted and I was wrong. And now here I am, trying to live, trying to wake up everyday with a huge part of me missing, questions running through my head, wondering if I'll ever be that happy again, not thinking it's possible, but still wanting it with every part of me. But what's meant to be will be and obviously it wasn't. So I'm left here on my own to put all the shards of my heart back together. I'm determined not to let this destroy me. I've been through too much already to give up now. I guess I'm pretty much your typical Capricorn with a major crazy streak lol. I don't fit in today's world but I'm okay with that. I'll never truly belong. I'm the dark, hopeless romantic burned by the ways of the world and still dancing in the moonlight, praying for the day her dark prince will come to take her away. Maybe not a prince, maybe just a dark soul who like me never fit in, longing to escape this world and wanting someone to lose theirself in. If that will ever happen, I don't know but I can't give up. Check me out at wwwdotmy spacedotcomslash darkdesire087