Beka37184: On Vacation 07/10-07/14
About
Non-smoker with Athletic body type
City
Goldsboro, North Carolina
Details
28 year old Woman, 5' 6" (168cm), Catholic
Ethnicity
Mixed race Virgo with Brown hair
Intent
Beka37184 Anything
Education
Associates degree
Personality
Profession
Civil Entertainment







I am Seeking a Man For Friends
Needs Test View her relationship needs Chemistry View her chemistry results
Do you drink? I do not drink Do you want children? Undecided
Marital Status Not Single and Not Looking Do you do drugs? No
Pets No Pets Eye Color Other
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? No
Longest Relationship



About Me
** NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANY OF THE GUYS IN MY PHOTOS **
!!! MADYSON RAE WAS BORN 9-13-07.... I'M AN AUNTIE NOW!!
$$$ Oh yeah, I've also quit smoking as of 3-15-08... woo hoo $$$
**I'D RATHER BE TRIED BY TWELVE THAN CARRIED BY SIX. KEEP THAT IN MIND.**

Someone asked me a question the other day that really made me think. "Why date someone just because your lonely?" I was stunned by the question but my immediate response made me think even harder. "Well duh Jimmy, why do you think?!" But lets dig into this a little deeper. Why try to establish companionship with someone when there's something within that's holding you back from being 100% of who you need to be to someone else? Don't use someone else as a crutch. Have a relationship because you WANT to, not because you feel like you NEED to.
Marriage/Dating does not provide Oxygen, so why use it as that?
Don't look for someone to complete you, you're already whole. Look for someone to compliment who you are, not supplement what you think you're missing.

When we are unable to find tranquility within ourselves, it is useless to seek it elsewhere.
Francois de La Rochefoucauld

I BELIEVE -
because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love
each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I BELIEVE -
..that we don't have to change people if we could all just understand that people
change.
I BELIEVE -
....that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest
distance. Same goes for true love.
I BELIEVE -
....that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache
for life .
I BELIEVE -
...that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I BELIEVE -
....that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be
the last time you see them.
I BELIEVE -
....that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I BELIEVE -
....that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I BELIEVE -
...that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I BELIEVE -
..That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to
be done, regardless of the consequences .
I BELIEVE -
...that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I BELIEVE -
....that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the
best time .
I BELIEVE -
....that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.
I BELIEVE -
....that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that
doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I BELIEVE -
....that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've
had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
I BELIEVE -
....that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.
I BELIEVE -
....that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop
for your grief .
I BELIEVE -
...that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I BELIEVE -
....that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change
your life forever.
I BELIEVE -
....two people can look at the exact same thing and see something
totally different.
I BELIEVE -
..that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't
even know you.
I BELIEVE -
....that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend
cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.
I BELIEVE -
....that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

*Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but also to see who cares enough to break them down. I have learned a lot in the last year. A lot about myself; what I like, what I don't, what I need to change, ect. I always had a guard up like I was playing a sport; protecting my team from losing. My team consists of me, my heart, my strength, my courage, my weakness, my everything. Holding your guard up isn't always a good thing. If the friendship or love is true, let it down. Whats the worst that can happen? Your bond with someone grows?

Hold a true friend with both your hands.

Friends are important and need to be treated like so. Some situations happened that opened my eyes on a few things. There is no need to go into detail really. There was just a time in the circumstance I thought I was going to lose these amazing people who I consider family. It was several little arguments that turned into one too many slaps in the face. No one deserves to be treated poorly even if they pissed you off to where you were pushed over the edge. If everyone in the world learned to control their anger it would be a much happier place. I have learned to not speak off instinct and emotion. Speak off rational thinking and speak the truth. Don't let anger speak for you.

If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country.

You never realize how important a person is to you until they are no longer there. Its always nice to rekindle friendships, its always nice to start off right where you left off. To me, that shows the true colors of a friendship.

Its amazing to see how many people take things for granted. The seven wonders of the world are: to see, to hear, to touch, to breathe, to smell, to feel, and most importantly....to love!! People say friends must always hold hands but true friends don't need to because they know the other hand will always be there. I have never been the type of girl to gain a million friends. Whats the point? You only need a handful to be happy. Becoming very close to just a few people has been wonderful for me and has shown me how great true friendship can be.

Shyt happens for a reason. There is a reason for everything, good and bad. Sometimes people fight and make up, sometimes they don't make up at all. Either way there would have been footprints left in my heart.. I just wish they could have made a longer path.

I have always hated when people tell me what to do, how to do it, and when to do it especially when it comes to my life, marriage, whatever. I am a very stubborn person and very determined to do things my way. People are allowed to hate those things but a person always needs to have the knowledge and ability to just listen and accept the fact other people will always feel a different way. Not one person is the same as you. Everyone is different. Don't always be follower, stand up and be a leader at times too!

First Date
WELL, AFTER I RUN YOUR TAGS AND LICENSE..
LOOK GUYS.. I'M IN A CHAOTIC ENVIRONMENT ALL DAY LONG.. LET'S JUST STAY AWAY FROM THE DRAMA OUTSIDE OF WORK, OKAY?!


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My Father is a 3 time Champ! :)

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**TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN THE 82ND AIRBORNE DIVISION.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS!!**


...JUDGMENT DAY FOR A POLICE OFFICER...
The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord I guess I ain't, because those of us who carry badges can't always be a Saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my work was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep, I worked a lot of overtime when the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too much, but if you don't, I'll understand. " There was silence all around the Throne where the Saints had often trod. As the policeman waited quietly, for the judgement of his God. "Step forward now, policeman, You've borne your burdens well. Come walk a beat on Heaven's streets, You've done your time in Hell. "...


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