A few years on this site have yeilded nothing but a couple of good friends which I am thankful for. As to what to write or what to expect at this point is really beyond my capacity as a "normal thinking" and "old fashioned expectations" kind of girl. I am in culture shock as to the real world and the people who inhabit it these days. It is a very scary place to say the least. I thought I would overcome the culture shock and be able to maintain an existence here but, I may need counseling in able to do so. If what I have gotten here is any indication of what the world has in store for me....I am having second thoughts as to whether I want any of it and for sure I am not compatible with it nor do I intend to change my very being in order to become compatible with the madness. I would rather die from being lonely than at the hands of extreme maniacs who look for someone to be nothing more than an object of their own sickness. No, thank you! I prefer to stick with what I believe in personally which makes me who and what I am or should I say what is left of me. I doubt I get many responses from this and it may increase the madness....who the hell knows? Certainly not me. As Forrest Gump put it, "Life is like a box of chocolates". Reach out, touch and taste. Depending on who and what you are it may be very sweet and lucious or it could be very bitter.
Welcome to Fantasy Island, better known as Plenty of Fish. A haven for people who don't like who they are or what they are. If you are not real nor happy with who you are then please, don't contact me.