I often attract women who are looking for craziness and madness in their lives...and while this is one facet of my person, i KNOW and my close friends know the many characters of matTY. I had a partner once ask me when we were going our seperate ways in life ." Why is it that you show only this part of your character to people when you meet them" I sappose it was thier to protect somthing scared shitlisS of being vulnerable. Re bill eous, risk-taking, energetic, wild, crazy, spontaneous. These are all chords that I strike frequently. but not the only ones. This is what you will see, and what you might have a taste of in A few moments with me. You will also be subjected to my exsplosive, nervous tick, where I feel like I need to tell you everything in my whole life the goods the bads the uglies in that one meeting so that you can either yeah me, or neigh me? Im still exsploring where that comes from.
Im a talker, im a thinker, i can be quiet, i can be loud, i can be lovely and abnoxious. Im tottally into exsploring and pushing on boundries. Somtimes i break them.
Im tired of ****ing around in the velvet rutt of victoria, running around like a lost puppy, trying to figure out what Im doing in life. I know what I want to do. I want to live life, and love life, and to be engaged in it in an authentic way, which somtimes doesnt feel very authentic at all. Im still learning much.
Im interested in having a family. Im not interested in having a traditional get a job, get married, and have kids family. Im interested in redifining what that means for me and a partner. Love kids, almost more than I love dogs
Im inerested in inviting you or you's, to exsplore a relationship fueled with curiosity and vigor wrapped up in the richness of an gorgeous life spent living, growing, exsploding.
Id like to throw out honesty, authenticity, growth, exsplosions, the colors of an prairie autumn, ****ing up, changing, movement...d.adadadada!
Please ask me about those words cause when I say them it feels like Im playing into the games of cliches, and the only way to go beyond what we think we know of them is by exsploring them. I know what they mean to me and somtimes they cannot encompass how I feel about them(almost like they are creatures, heh)
Words, communication, and dogs are a strong part of my life. I ****ing love dogs and accost them every chance I get.
Oh and if you cant imagine yourself cuddled up to a stinky, dirty, musky, warm boy and stinky, dirty, stinky, dogs, than you probably shouldn't try and cuddle me.
I am also interested in good freinds. I love people and the nature of good friendships is always a challenge a good one at that.
I dont really date, maybe I should try, but i often do things for people to make them feel special. I guess I dont need to mask it as a date. Its not exsclusive to anyone person.
Im looking for a woman that will take me on my first date, that will whine me and dine me, that will drag me down the beach, have a picnic, buy me a nice scotch on two rocks, pinch my ass and wink just to let me know they are thinking about our naked bodies exsploding. I think I have revolted against dating atleast untill the tides change.