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audiocinematic : Fear will stop you from growing if you let it
About Non-Smoker with Thin body type City Vancouver/Kelowna British Columbia
Details 29 year old Man, 5' 9" (175 cm), Other Religion Ethnicity Native American Leo with Brown hair


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I am Seeking a Man For Hang Out
Needs Test Not Completed Chemistry View his chemistry results
Do you drink? No Do you want children? Undecided/Open
Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No
Pets No Pets Eye Color Brown
Profession Retail/ Design/Marketing/Musician Do you have children? No
Education High School Do you have a car? No


Relationship

Intent audiocinematic is looking for a relationship.

Relationship History The longest relationship audiocinematic has been in was under 1 year.

Interests
 
Gorilla perfumesTOM FORDTattoos
all you need in life is Jeff Buckley and Ryan AdamsCreative writingFuroshiki
ArtMusicSocks
TeaLushFloral
PianoGuitarOboe
Nikon Camera

About Me
"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be."

Quote from Tom Fords movie "A Single Man"







When I turned 20 I made a promise to myself. I said If I am not by what society deems an adult by the time I turn 21 then I dont ever have to grow up and I can make my own rules. Apart from some problems with addiction and a highly creative mind I found a sense of peace with knowing that in the back of my mind I am free to be a kid. I love that kids see life with wonder and I often feel that sense of belwilderment and I think that every great poet or musician or architect or anyone who is on the edge of thought feels this. I embrace that I am weird I have come to love this weirdness about me. I love that life is a stage and we have a new play to play each day. Our culture and our ideas are often what stand in our way. Being free is a choice and the fact that you are young makes it even more beautiful cause there is no one like you and you make the best version of yourself anyways.. the prematurity of life experience just means you have all that much more choice to mold and create a life that has not touched even merely the gestation phase of self expressions waiting to be expressed on the canvas of this physical plane, the magic is being you and not feeling the need to impress others or be something that in your heart of hearts you are not. Inspiration comes easy to me and It took me all my 20s to realize that the face of jealousy has many ways of manifesting itself. The weaker always have time to tell the stronger and vibrant that what they do will never work. I have learned to appreciate these types cause they remind me that at least I am making people think even if the attitude is stale it means that I have something worth figthing for. I have faith..in myself it took me alot of tears and learning to get here but thank god IM HERE!! its like that scene on the color purple when she says."I'm poor, black; I may even be ugly. But dear God! I'm here! I'm here!" how many of us roll over cause of fear. Im just learning to let my fear have a healthy place in my life. I am most afraid I will become invisible and that my life as vibrant as I feel could just be a drop in a very vast ocean. I think with that kind of awareness and support I have come to realize my essence has this magic this mind of its own and that has made me blessed and like she says thankful and fired up to be here!


Just tell yourself YOUR HERE!!!! and rest a moment in that loveliness and realize there is not a single like you and non that will ever replace you.You are perfect,you are lovely.The validity of self expression comes from the purest tone in being your absolute self. Id like to say that I have achieved such a noble and expansive attainment. I would be foolish to proclaim such a notion. I guess what takes out our guess work and reading between lines is to simply trust that what you are is the exact culmination of your life s experience. How wondrous and lovely it is to come to terms with your own essence. I have often been told my essence has a mind of its own. I agree with that completely. I am learning more and more to let what serves me enchant and enhance and let go of things that don't. All through out our lives the one power we have that makes the most difference in any kind of contrasting situation is to know you have the power to choose. You choose little things everyday your clothes your hair style and even your words. I effortlessly seek that to which I know serves the creative deliciously hungry spirit that lives inside me. I have recently scratched my opinion on my playing style as a musician I think the most attractive quality in a person is to shamelessly reinvent themselves and say...."So What" this attitude is sexy living on the frontier of thought management. Seeking the unknown makes what is mysterious known.

There is so much hesitation in these silly places we find ourselves... clicking keys in convoluted bundles of what we don't want... and so many men on here have this heading: NOT SURE WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR... to me I'm like then how will you know if you find it or not its just a easy way of saying I'm not thinking for myself and Ill take what fluctuates and comes along cause I just live and let sh*t happen to me. Any mission statements we have for our lives that are left open to a grey area will be filled by less articulated ambitious stupidly courageous people. Not to say that we shouldn't have our own reservations or should not think logically with reason. I think the art of love and life is like a slow dance. In knowing what we are not we discover who we are. So instead of asking yourself what you are if you are lost. Maybe ask yourself what you are not and in that trick you may come to realize that soon after knowing all the things you are not then all that will remain is what you have always been the whole time....And at the heart of what is truly you is perfection you are a beautiful being who has the ability to love and CHOOSE. That is the mystery and magic of this time we are living in.. so go get em tiger! and live the life you have always dreamed..Every nuance of your life causes you to expand and give birth to your desires.



SONG http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNzCDt2eidg&feature=branded

First Date
At the heart of every question is the same vibration any one who feels confined will run away when they have the chance.


" We may hang on fiercely to our own interpretations and programs, as if we knew best what we should do, but care of the soul is more a process of listening and following, not without choice and responsibility, but with an intimate familiarity with the deep roots of our own thoughts and emotions. It recognizes that we all have old stories, guiding voices, raw emotions, and unfathomable natures that make our lives ultimately inexplicable and rich beyond imagining. Every person is infinitely more vast in scope than appears to the naked eye, and so to have a good sense of who we are and who are partner is, we have to employ an unnaked eye: a point of view that is penetrating, that catches, like radar, images that might otherwise pass unnoticed."

- an excerpt from Soul Mates by Thomas Moore



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