Hi, My name is Ryan. I am a bit nervous about this but I thought it was worth a shot. To be completely honest I was a bit of a rebel in my younger years. I played guitar and sang in a metal band. I spent far too much time indulging on the bad things in life and not enough time holding onto the things that mattered. I have recently been diagnosed with cancer and come to realize that life isn't worth living alone. My wild and reckless ways caused me to lose all that was important and I would just like the chance to start anew with a good woman. I have found myself reflecting on my past and have decided that in God I will be granted forgiveness and the chance to move on. He has given me this burden to prove my inner strength and try to make something of myself. We are not judged by our accomplishments but how we have treated others and helped them to become all they can be. I am praying to find a woman to help me in this journey. My ideal partner will be kind, loving, and honest. I will treat you as the princess you are and make every day as special as possible. I have adopted the motto of the Tim McGraw song and try to live each day as if it were my last. Looks, race, size, age, financial status, do not matter to me. I judge by what is in a persons heart and figure everything else will follow. Children are welcome and I hope someday to have some of our own. I look forward to meeting the love of my life.