Never met a woman on here yet, but am going through a lot and decided to update my profile. I just got out of an emotionally abusive relationship. She is mentally ill and does not care enough about me to get help or treatment for her problems. I care deeply for her but can not go back. I am not looking to get into any thing serious until I heel some first. I am lonely, need some one to hold, maybe sex with the right person. I kinda like cl as a way to meet people, but no one ever checks out the missed section.
I am moderately attractive, down to earth, sensual, compassionate, caring, guy looking for a woman to spend some time with and get to know.
I don't drink or use drugs, but I smoke. I will and am willing to quit for the right person, actually I think this is my last pack.
I am hefty almost 300lbs, size 40 waist, and 5'11".
I am educated, went to college, but my spelling is horrible.
I try to be honest, and sincere. I am sometimes blunt.
I have my heart on my sleeve and sometimes it gets stepped on. I am a real man with real feelings, sometimes I cry because of TV Commercials.
I have had some pretty poor relationships in the past, and I have struggled to defeat my own demons in life.
I do not drink now because more then ten years ago I drank too much too often.
I am easy to please, don't ask a lot. Maybe I do, but I don't think it is a lot, I am able to compromise.
I am a 1 woman man for better or worse. I am realistic and am not looking for the one, but looking for someone I am attracted to on the inside as well as the outside strong enough to make sure I do not have to spend another night alone. I am willing to put out 110% to make sure that does not happen.
I work, but don't make a lot right now, something that will change as the days go by.
I write poetry and music, as well as books. Something as time goes by I will attempt to get published.
I do like fishing, but don't do the hunting thing anymore. A walk through downtown, or by the river means more to me then dancing at the bar.