I am not the average cup of tea or coffee. I incarnated this time as an American of colour by birth and I have done many things during this incarnation, US Army Special Forces-Viet Nam, SOG Long Range Recon, Policeman in a major US city 10 years, USG contract Security Israel, Underwater Construction, and "lived" in a number of different countries United States, Viet Nam Israel Cyprus and now England. I now live in N. London, Southgate to be exact. I am a vegetarian (if it has eyes or a mother I do not eat it) I do not curse at all either. I have become a deep thinker and philosopher as time has gone by "I take my life seriously". I am comfortable with "me", "myself" and "I". Though it would be nice to have "one good lady" to share life with. I like and utilize Numerology, Astrology and several other Mystical tools, with that in mind if it helps and it should I have my Sun, Mercury, Venus and Mars in Scorpio and all in the 4th house.
While I lived in Israel I rode a 1100cc motorcycle off of a 200 foot cliff by mistake mind you. With that in mind my right leg does not work like it did before. 11 months in the hospital and 7 months in the same bed for that little lesson.
I also provide readings for those interested in such things. But I provide real readings not just something nice to hear. No ones life is peaches and cream. Before one can correct a problem one has to recognize that you have a problem.
If one refuses to recognize the lesson, or run away from the conditions were they are conquered, you will have to meet them again and again in various forms in this and other lives until victory is gained. Whatever condition that confronts you, know well that it will never leave you until you have gained the Wisdom it is intended to teach.
A little bit of a smile after the serious stuff.
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said,' Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish.'
The biker pulled over and said, 'Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over any time I want.'
The Lord said, 'Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things.
Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind.'
The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, 'Lord, I wish that I, and all men, could understand our wives and girlfriends; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when she says nothings wrong, and how I can make a woman truly happy.'
The Lord replied, 'You want two lanes or four on that bridge?
Though quite social when younger that has changed as I have matured. I am not anti-social, just not user friendly, which translates into I do not suffer fools easily if at all.
Like the little Scorpio that I am it could be said I am pretty much a loner for good or ill.
I am not one to go out unless it is in good company, even to eat as I can "really and seriously cook" and like my own cooking.
I enjoy a nice bottle of red wine with a meal but stay away from spirits.
I am quite irreverent with respect to society as it is today and do not own a television. I track global and local affairs through the Internet. I am quite into current events and do stay abreast of them.
I am quite interested in the Ancient Wisdom Tradition (bit of an understatement that as I have structured my life according to its principles) and have been building a web site devoted the study of the subject for over a decade.
In every heart there is a well so deep and still that it can reflect only one star at a time, and this star, whatever it be, is, for the time it is reflected there, is the guiding star of your destiny.
Now with the above in mind, several decades ago I have what the Ancient Wisdom Tradition would call the Dark Night of the Soul. A crisis in other words. I had before me a choice. I could have Power or gain Wisdom. I chose Wisdom.
"Truth is more than merely refraining from speaking falsely". It means being true in every phase of your thoughts, desires and life, being true to your Divine Self. Let Truth search out every hidden fault and failing that you may recognize and correct it. Have no false conceptions, no veils to hide your real character from you. Above all things be true. Think true. Act true. Live true.
If you are interested in seeing the site just contact me and I will forward the location t you. But if your think you are bright find: Light h Lodge h Alpha dot org. If you do I will give you a "free" Numerological reading. A email address from The School of Light direct is on the site to get the reading "you have to email me from the site".
Scorpio thought: May God forgive my enemies, because I will not.
I would hope the above does not get your knickers in a twist. I am a Scorpio big time and that is how we are...