I am looking for a characteristic that seems to be non-existant these days. Actually a series of characteristics....FIrst and foremost of these....INTEGRITY!!! If I have to explain, skip to the next profile please. Self respect and respect for our relationship, and, quite possibly the RAREST of qualities.....Total and complete honesty. The kind of honesty that inspires faith in one another and strengthens a bond. THe kind of honesty that might hurt at first, but is beneficial in the long run. I can't stand having my feelings "spared" by little white lies. It may save feelings for the time being, but does irrevocable damage to trust. Is that too much to ask? Am I expecting too much? Help me out with your opinion. Maybe I've been having delusions of grandeur in believing that this kind of relationship even exists. GOD, I hope not...If not....What are we all searching for????
WHat I want is that feeling....it penetrates so deeply that chills of ecstacy race up my spine with even the slightest thought of her enters my mind. It makes my heart skip a beat when the phone rings...hoping it's her. Every cell of my being aches longingly when she is not near and throbs ecstatically with even the slightest touch. THat feeling in the pit of my stomache that, even after being together for a while, makes me nervous just like on our first date as I am on my way to see her. I am looking not for someone I want to live with, but rather someone I CANNOT live without.