1. Dont message me if your not looking for something serious. I want a woman who is actually going to put forth the effort to know me as a person.
2. If you smoke pot or do drugs, dont message me, I have High standards and would much rather just wait for someone clean to come along. I have had to deal with being around my mom smoking pot my whole life. Pot means more to her than myself. I dont want that feeling from my potential lover.
3. Id much rather be with a girl who has only been with a few guys. Dont message me if you have been in a sexual relationship with over 3 or 4 guys. Its a turn off. Cant be helped. The cleaner you are, the better. I want a woman who has some respect for herself.
4. If your not an animal lover, dont message me.
5. I would rather avoid a woman who has nothing in common with myself, so only message me if you are into and connect with things in my profile. I dont need a boring relationship with someone who shares nothing in common with myself.
6. And finally, please dont message me if you are in a relationship or have someone closing in on you. I have been here before, its not fun, it only leads to problems. I am not going to fight over you, nor Will I message you back. Be single when you message me, and be single for at least 6 months or so. I am not going to be your rebound guy.
My name is Joshua Rock, I am a lover, a nerd, an artist, Also, I am complicated. For most things you will just have to ask me about, but here are a few details. I am into the Occult, Aphrodite is my goddess, Things were really bad before she came into my life. I meditate with her, at least twice a day, during the hours of venice, planetary hours. She has shown me another way of life that works best for me. No, I will not convert to your beliefs or worship your god. But also, I am not offended by your own faiths, as long as its not forcing itself into my realm and trying to take over. People find meaning where they are able. I am a very big movie lover. I have a collection of around 300 plus dvds and growing. I love all types of movies. I can watch the most violant and manly action flick, and also enjoy the most feminine romance. I am also a lover of classic film. I love comic books, super hero stuff in general. I have been writing my own for a while now, finally found an artist who has agreed to work on it with me. Most of my life growing up, I have always had problems with women. It wasnt until a few years back I discovered my value and my self confidence really went up. But by that point, I really felt like it was too late to even bother with women. I feel old alot of the time. I really wanted to experience love in my school days. But I have been in a few rocky relationships latly. For the moment, Im just trying to find someone I actually click with, someone who will make me feel young, like the age I actually am. Thats about All I feel like discussing. But one more thing, and this takes courage, courage which I have alot more of these days. I was molested in my youth. Its something I am over, but it explains why I have had a hard time with women in the past, and why I feel the way I do about sex. This is something I would like to just get out of the way and not worry about having to bring up at some point. Now you know, and thats all you probably ever will. This is all I feel like writing. Also, below is a link to a site im on. It has alot of my art work and poetry up. The link will take you directly to my page, and you can scroll down and view everything. It will help you know and understand me much, much better. Hope you like it. Just copy and paste the address. It will take you there. My profile name is Beautifully insane on there too. Its cool, because there is alot more I wanted to put on this site, but there is only so much it lets you write.
Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
Listen, Im more of an intimate person. I enjoy just being alone and getting to know one another. Im not into you dragging me to some club or party. Maybe we can go to the movies. Later on, Im much, much more creative, once we become alot closer.