Hot weather, is one thing I crave for. And spending a day outside is what I love most. Put them together...outdoor activities are endless. I can't wait, to try something new this summer. A few things, have been bouncing around in my head now for months; white water kayaking, I think may spark my intrest or kite surfing, wake boarding would be the cats ass but alas no boat (now i think that may change) could always rent one I suppose? So many possibilities. (update; just picked up a dirtbike, ooooooooohhhhhh this summers gonna be good!). Still looking at white water kayaks though. Maybe you have a better idea? Bumpin to some funky base beat at HIFI club on a sunday night. Or chillin at the 'ship' on any other night for that matter is nice. All that a side. There is no substitute, for a quiet eve with a nice bottle of wine. And cooking a dinner to go with it dosen't sound all to bad either. My current favorite is a cabernet from the Nappa valley called Twenty Bench, unbelievable rich flavours of leather and tobacco, surrounded by black cherry. present an earthy jam bomb. Although it is something I should do more of (the cooking part, not the wine). I will point out that i am (was) in the service industry, But don't really drink all that much. But always have a great time when i do. There isn't a lot I don't like (not a huge fan of body hair... on you or me). But things that definitely set a girl aside are ink and piercings. They stand out and usually reveal an unconventional beauty that's not normally seen. I am a firm believer in; Beauty comes from within and a healthy living, thinking, and eating, lifestyle, results in a hard to pass up exterior. I think what i really need is someone who can keep up. p.s. If the sun is shining chances are i'm not wearing a shirt... sorry if this offends.
So... Have you gotten this far? Well all that was written a while ago (got that bike in '08 & that was an 'update' lol) but like a tattoo, I don't feel like it should be removed.
Who am I now you ask, well pretty much the same person inside and out. I look the same as I did 15 years ago (Peter Pan syndrome) No really, if your look'n over 30 chances are you look older than me. Like my mom older, I'm totally not down with that.
I'm a visual person, an artist of sorts. Beauty for me is everything. I find it everywhere, and in almost everything. Only people are more diverse than mere physical appearance, personality can swing a scale of true beauty in exponential directions. So just cause some think your hot, that doesn't make you cool. dig?
My philosophy; Be the happiest and the best i can on the inside. With any luck that's what people will see when they look at me.
I want to look in the eyes of my partner & see/feel the most beautiful energy of who they are. (did that make any sense? no probably not, but hopefully you got the idea)
And just so we're clear, Love is what I'm looking for. 'LOVE' in the truest sense of the word. No random hook ups, and certainly not anyone looking for a 'mr. right now'. I will wait forever for you if I have to.
I'm a scorpio thru and thru. passionate (not 'easy') doesn't even begin to describe the bases of my core. everything I do, I do with positive intent & Passion. I mean, why bother doing something if you don't genuinely want to do it? Maybe it's because of this, combined with a lot of A.D.D. and a dash of O.C.D. that gives me the super power of 'patients' it's kind of my forte' :) & this plays a huge part in what i do for work. That is, i get to build +100k waterfalls and other structures of magnitude and beauty. Generally requiring minor super human strength and endurance. i.e. summer months i work 12hr+ 6 days a week. And so physically hard, that i can maintain an 8 pack that drops to a six pack over the winter :) please don't misconstrue this as gloating, I'm merely trying to point out the fact I used to work out for years in order to accomplish the same results! YAY! finally i get paid to work out and take exceptional care of my health!! :) Oh and in the SUN!! Thats the best part! I can't stand getting up early which results in a rare quality of some one willing to work till 9-10pm. I admit this kind of a work routine doesn't leave much time for making plans or 'taking your girl out to be seen' and other important things that make her feel like a lady... I won't pretend that doesn't break my heart... but on the plus side :) can you imagine all the free time I have in the winter to dedicate myself to someone.
Love; starts in the eyes & manifests into a mutual feeling of admiration respect and attraction. Love is something that grows, it grows and changes the way people do. through out our lives; moments, decisions, consequences, and results define and shape who we are presently, and who we become. I view things as there is no right or wrong but as long as you try to make the 'pure of heart' choice and most importantly understand the result if it was undesired (the whole, 'doctor it hurts when i do 'this''. then don't fn do that!) some people call that learning a lesson. If you justify your mistakes instead of acknowledging your faults and understanding why you did what you did. don't ever expect to change & become a better person. Mind you the lesson I most recently learned is that character is hard to change.
Lying; if you think that lying in even the smallest way regardless of how you want to justify it is acceptable behavior then please find someone who feels the same way. if i ever felt the need or want, to lie to someone especially one i cared about it would send up such red flags of 'oh sh!t why did i act that way'. I would feel the need to volunteer any and all information in hopes of understanding not to mention making dam sure never to repeat such actions. And i did say 'felt the need'. being that i believe if your truly in love with someone i don't believe your even capable of telling them lies.
Cheating; is a thought not an action. we live in a world where simple thought can manifest incredible results so why would this not hold true on many different levels
Male friends; Awesome! If you can distinguish between a guy who actually cares about your well being, is still just as close to you when he has a girlfriend, doesn't treat you any different when you have a boyfriend. & especially isn't just waiting on the sidelines hoping that one day you'll feel the same way he secretly does. Then sweet! That's a real friend and I can't wait to meet him/them. As I'm sure the feeling would be mutual on their end
If you can't distinguish between "finding someone attractive" and "being attracted to someone" your probably spiritually too young for me.
Jealousy; A wasted emotion. based on mistrust. If i don't trust you, I won't be with you. if you can't
Trust me, the same applies... I still won't be with you.
drugs; weed's not a drug. unless you want to start arguing semantics. in which case sugar, caffeine, alcohol, cigarettes blah blah blah... everything is made up of chemicals. and chemicals affect different people differently. 'They' prescribe drugs like ritalin & dex.. for people that have attention & focusing problems (chills em' out). Yet for the mass majority of the people if they were to ingest these same chemicals it's like taking high grade speed. So why is it so far from the realm of possibility that people are wired differently....
real drugs; if you allow anything to hinder your decision making. Or use any substance as an excuse for unbecoming behavior, your not my type
I act the EXACT same as when I'm alone, with my boyz, with the woman I love, or for that matter in front of my parents. I am me, And I hold myself accountable for my actions.
violence; unless it's a sweet as$ action flick (Jet Li & Tony Jaa, are my fav's) or competitive martial arts exclamation on the 'ARTS' as in beautiful form and technique. I'm not interested. If you put UFC or MMA anywhere on your interest list, it made it difficult for me to finish reading your profile but i still did it.
I don't fight. unless it's for survival, as goes the same for hunting. As passive as I may be, back me into a corner that i can't escape or 'run' away from & I will eat you. believe it.
wow, how's that for a rant... if your still here, thank you.......................................................................................................
first 'date'?! wow.... what's with all the pressure all of a sudden, can't we just hang out (yes, in a well lit public place. lol), & see where it goes from there.... eau claire on a set of blades, a bike, or the best would be a longboard. And maybe if things are going well. Sushi at sumo lounge is delicious.
uh.. ya, thats when Peter (kinjo) was part of sumo back in like 04'. I think we could do way bettter now (kinjo & globe fish are Tops!)
The perfect first encounter. The one that would show the most about our compatabillity, would consist of the two of us on a dance floor. Not dancing together, but more two beautiful entities sharing the same space in a room with the common interest of how the music moves them and the passionate relationship they have with the beat & rhythm...
Discovering the other is elite