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As i have always been taught, people can say whatever they want you to perceive. For when you meet someone, you meet their representative, a few months down the line you meet their ambassador, and maybe a few years you may meet the true core of that person. Its a very difficult thing to tear down our societal walls and remove our social masks in this culture where lies are sometimes more accepted than truth. It took me the death of some family members to realize that i haven't been honest with myself. I always tried to mold myself as others wanted me to be. I cannot say that i am 100% "real". But every day that goes by makes me a little more truthful to the man within. With that in mind, its somewhat difficult to talk about myself.....but here it goes.
I recently moved to pocatello from the Midwest, and I am still trying to gather my bearings.
Well...Overall I am just trying to find myself in this life. I hope to cultivate my skills and my Pacifistic Nature loving beliefs. Though I just finished college with an associates degree in Therapeutic Massage and Bodywork...I want to study Psychology, philosophy, sociology, biology, liberal arts, and religious studies if I ever return. I am very open minded. I am all about trying to make someone's life better within the confines of my perception and abilities. I hold loyalty and honor in high regard.
I love puzzles of all sorts. I enjoy analyzing and contemplating patterns of said puzzle. So its obvious that I am a left brain analytical thinker. And yet, I LOVE art of all kinds. Music and nature are my two deep passions. I adore tattoos (though I have none of my own) and the different ways people choose to express themselves. To show others how one perceives the world is an amazing skill.
I don't consider myself religious; I consider myself spiritual. My faith beliefs can be a bit complex. Let me know if you want me to elaborate on that.
I adore science. From astronomy to zoology, I become enthralled with how people flow these complex ideas into logical perspectives. In a way, science is just a different form form of art.
And yes, I am a geek lol.
I love animals
This will probably turn most people off. I don't have a car, by choice. I have a license but I feel that we rely far too much on such things and willingly deny Ourselves to take time for life. I love to go bike riding or walk for a couple of hours. Its my meditation.
If you have any questions or comments, feel free to let me know.
I like to say that i am observant, organic, and opaque
Tao of Pooh by Benjamin Hoff
Te of Piglet by Benjamin Hoff
The Traveler by John Twelve Hawks
The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield
Conversations with god by Neale Donald Walsch
Fire starter by Stephen King
Communion by Whitley Strieber
Lies my teacher told me by James W. Loewen
Animal Farm by George Orwell
1984 by George Orwell
Brave new world by Aldous Huxley
Disappearance of the Universe by Gary Renard
American gods by Neil Gaiman
WATCHMEN by Allen Moore (best graphic novel of all time)
V for Vendetta by Allen Moore (2nd best)
Dark Rivers of the Heart by Dean Koontz
Dark Elf Trilogy by R.A. Salvatore
Frankenstein by Marry Shelly
Ishmael by Daniel Quinn
Walden and some other writings by Henry David Thoreau
It would be improbable to list every band that i have enjoyed. I am into A vast multitude of styles from blues to bluegrass, Classical to heavy metal, Funk to foreign..you get the idea. I am more than happy to jam to somethin that is expressed with a soul. (Though i ALWAYS have a place in my heart for political/socially inclined songs)
I am a picky vegetarian (go figure lol) but i can throw down on what ever may present itself as long as it wasn't an animal.
Basically anything that is thought provoking, I have a growing list but I am always very open for new experiences.
V for Vendetta, What the Bleep do we know, Into the wild, The Man from Earth, Waking life, The Nines, Gabriel, Crazy Sexy Cancer, seven samurai, the chumscrubber, The Corporations, Conversations with god, Celestine prophecy, Whale rider, Revolver, and a few wonderful documentaries.
Anything that Forces someone to think, and/or stirs up a Fire within the bowels of their souls with a strong love and a desire for change.
A nice stroll together at a discussed destination, possibly grab a bite to eat or just sit and talk. Just relax and get to know each other a little more; no pressure.
Just build a friendship first to truly get to know each other properly.