Life for me is funny sometimes. To me it paints pictures, portraits of memories splashed with moments of enlightened joy, yet is mixed with periods of depressions, splashed in colors of grey and black. For me it's been an up and down endless rollercoaster sprinkled with only few spurts of happiness, rarely lasting as long as needed to tame and evaporate this sadness that still remains inside of me. My wound goes deeper than the skin. Life to me at times seems a bottomless pit that I don't bother trying to overcome, while other times it has seen the light at the end of these tunnels. I have loved. I have lost. I have seen the man of all men cry. I have loved deeply than I will ever love in my entire life. And I have cried harder than I will ever cry in my lifetime. I have experienced those little moments of infinite bliss, those moments that time seems infinite and priceless. To me life goes well beyond those green pieces of greed and pompousness we call money, it goes beyond those "invaluables" we call cars and gifts and materials. To me life goes above and beyond the tangible, obvious sources of "joy", to me life is nothing more than expression through music, through words, through photography, through love, through happiness, through laughter, through miracles, through memories, through the never ending ups and downs life creates for us on a daily basis. To me, life is about what we strive for, what we feel in our hearts, and what we can see in our own eyes. To me, life is about three things: love, music, and memories.
A relationship to me is something truely special and something that should not be taken for granted. To me, a relationship is two people who meet, who share many of the same tastes and interests, develop a special bond over time, and become immensely comfortable and happy with each other. A relationship to me requires no money, no gifts, no material objects, no sugar-coating, no pampering, no drama, no crowd following, and no fakeness. A relationship to me is a feeling, a feeling of magic and happiness. A relationship is one of the greatest feelings we will ever experience in our lifetimes. To me, a relationship should be spontaneous, creative, fun, caring, frolicy, without boundaries, and definitely adventurous. I am not looking for merely a date, or a friend. I am looking for a special bond, a soulmate.