jgw007: This is how I learn to live alone.
About
Non-Smoker with Athletic body type
City
Oak creek, Wisconsin
Details
45 year old Male, 5' 10" (178cm), Christian - other
Ethnicity
Mixed Race Capricorn with Brown
Intent
jgw007 isn't seeking a relationship or any kind of commitment.
Education
Some college
Personality
Intellectual
Profession
Freedom Fighter







I am Seeking a Woman For Long Term
Needs Test View his relationship needs Chemistry View his chemistry results
Do you drink? No Do you want children? Undecided/Open
Marital Status Divorced Do you do drugs? No
Pets No Pets Eye Color Green
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? Yes
Longest Relationship Over 10 years How ambitious are you? Somewhat Ambitious



About Me


I have received several messages asking about why I'm on POF, since (in the writers opinion) it's clear I'm still hung up on someone. One writer even went as far as to suggest I may be guilty of “false advertising”. (!)

It's a bit difficult to explain my situation, but I do like to vent thoughts and feelings here. There is someone I still have feelings for... but it's irrelevant because that someone is not within my world any longer. She is unattainable and there is nothing I can do about it. She is gone.... by her own choice.

That is something I have accepted and have to live with... but it doesn't make it any easier, hence the need to vent on here. What does that mean for someone new in my life? I don't know. Why am I on here then? Because, while I highly doubt I will ever find someone that I feel as strongly about as I did her... I REALLY WANT TO! I want someone to prove to me that I can love again. I want it to all be new again. I want my heart to mend as it fills with new love! Is it possible? I don't know but that's what I want to find out.

Here's the upside for someone new... that I have loved like that, and lost... I know what it means now! I know so much better how to love someone else, how to communicate that love, how to express that love, how to make sure that someone KNOWS THAT THEY ARE MY WORLD, MY COMFORT, MY DREAM. I will never again lose a love because that someone didn't fully KNOW THAT I WAS ABSOLUTELY, INSATIABLY IN LOVE WITH THEM!

It really does bother my sometimes though... the way some people act like you have to either pretend to have no feelings for an ex, or just hate them... or they won't consider having a relationship with you. Why? If your relationship ever ended, is that how you'd want them to feel about you??

Another example is a widower. When a widower still carries a torch for their beloved, people generally think it's sweet and admire what a love it must have been. They don't go, oh you're still hung up on her, I would never date you!

Anyways, just needed to vent a bit... cheers and good fishing!



I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
Barely holding on to you



This is new from one of my favorite groups, Casting Crowns.
It's so heartbreaking, but beautiful and hopeful at the same time.

https://screen.yahoo.com/broken-together-official-music-video-043500274.html

What do you think about when you look at me
I know we're not the fairy tale you dreamed we'd be
You wore the veil, you walked the aisle, you took my hand
And we dove into a mystery

How I wish we could go back to simpler times
Before all our scars and all our secrets were in the light
Now on this hallowed ground, we've drawn the battle lines
Will we make it through the night?

It's going to take much more than promises this time
Only God can change our minds

Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete
Could we just be broken together
If you can bring your shattered dreams and I'll bring mine
Could healing still be spoken and save us
The only way we'll last forever is broken together

How it must have been so lonely by my side
We were building kingdoms and chasing dreams and left love behind
I'm praying God will help our broken hearts align
And we won't give up the fight

It's going to take much more than promises this time
Only God can change our minds

Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete
Could we just be broken together
If you can bring your shattered dreams and I'll bring mine
Could healing still be spoken and save us
The only way we'll last forever is broken together

Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete
Could we just be broken together
If you can bring your shattered dreams and I'll bring mine
Could healing still be spoken and save us
The only way we'll last forever is broken together

Casting Crowns - Broken Together Lyrics | MetroLyrics

























If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one ...






I set out on a narrow way
Many years ago
Hoping I would find true love
Along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow, kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign
Pointed straight to you

But every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were just northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That lead me straight to you

I think about the years I spent
Just passin' through
I'd like to take the time I lost
And give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan
That is coming true

That every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were just northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That lead me straight to you
Straight to you

Now I'm just running home into my lover's arms
This much I know, I know it's true
That God blessed the broken road
And led me straight to you
Yes, God blessed the broken road
And led me straight to you
Straight to you

Selah - Bless The Broken Road Lyrics | MetroLyrics



Not looking for one-night-stands or casual affairs... I'm in it for a real relationship. One with long-term potential.
Someone to grow old with... maybe?


First Date
Hot wings. So hot that our noses run and we start hallucinating.
Good times.