Let me explain. No, there is too much. Let me sum up.
If you don't read all of this, please don't bother sending me a message. It'll show. And I hate repeating myself.
Geek - I game often and love it. I role-play on here and in real-life. I run games. I love video games. I love cult movies. I don't love you, yet. So don't mess with what I love already.
Goth - I used to be, would still be if I had the energy and money supply to buy that much eye-liner. As is, I don't. I like horror, the macabre and the disgusting. I like dark movies. I write dark stories.
Nerd - I study English Theory and Literature with a minor in Philosophy. I love theory and literature. I have an obsession with Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass. I can argue about almost anything.
Individual - I'm independent and don't like dependency. I was taught to stand on my own feet. If you can't, don't lean on me. I'm self-assured and I know what I want. I don't let cattle stand in my way. I'll be the Butcher if I have to - just hope it isn't Diablo you're playing with me. I'm artsy. I put vast amounts of energy into pointless projects.
Lover - I love being with a small group of people, and get this, usually at a game. I love going out for a drink or staying in. I love kink and fetish and I won't stay with someone who's shy and reserved. I love geeks. But give me time, I'll convert you to my cult.
Small things to note: I'm a humanist. My goals in life are romantic because I tend to see things from a different angle. No, I don't want a serious relationship. I like enlightened and open minded folk with a taste for the absurd. I am the absurd, the nonsensical. Someday I plan on being a surrealist escapist with a small home with other primitivists and wait out the end of humanity. Dreary? Hardly! I'll be the literary escapist. What can you offer to my small communal? Come dance me to the end of the world.
Furthermore: I'm unkind. I'm not afraid to tell you what I think and I'm not amused by stupidity or arrogant acts. Not even a little. Have an open mind or no mind at all. And if you have nothing intelligent to say, then shut up.
If you insist on using chat speak, unless it's perfect leet, I'm not interested. If you can't spell 'you' or 'are', I'm not interested. If you can't manipulate language to form proper sentences, I'm not interested. If you're completely self-involved, I'm not interested. If you're only in it for the sex, I'm not interested.
Useful link: http://machines.pomona.edu/marxwiki/index.php/Organic_intellectual
Just in case you didn't know what an organic intellectual was.
Also note: My boyfriend and I are looking for a lovely lady to join us now and then.