lotsalove144
Age: 36
Dating
elderwood one: Belief is everything
About
Occasional smoker with A Few Extra Pounds
City
Lincolnshire, UK
Details
36 year old Woman, 5' 6" (168cm), Other Religion
Ethnicity
Caucasian Sagittarius with Blonde hair
Intent
elderwood one Wants a relationship
Education
Bachelors degree
Personality
Profession
Writer/artist







I am Seeking a Man For Long term
Needs Test View her relationship needs Chemistry View her chemistry results
Do you drink? I do not drink Do you want children? Undecided
Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No
Pets No Pets Eye Color Other
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? Yes
Longest Relationship Over 4 years



About Me
9.9.9 Truth always shines.. to those who perceive it... light is merely a refracted dream.. or is a dream.. refracted light.. ? dream a dream.. and shine... cast doubt upon doubt and turn your world from the inside out... birth the heavens within your hearts.. and your hearts will birth their dreams.

Do not hide behind your own fear in ignorance.

I am me just as you are you. I am no one and nothing, I am anything and everywhere…we are all the same.. I am your voice of reason pulling at your heart strings often...

Some would say I am a mystery, but the answer they receive is the mystery lays within your own heart...

I believe we are ONE consciousness experiencing ourselves subjectively in varying awareness of who we are.

If you have a mind and can dance with mine.. we shall get on great :-) Oh and I dont often wear heels.. naturally verbose.. and certainly not materialistic there is so much more than the third dimensional paradigm :-)



DELIVERER

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I dreamed I saw a golden hall
truth within adorned her wall
the beauty of her fairest face
shone as one in that majestic place
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In light she held with ways of sight
reflections of her truest delight
To bring fourth the gem within her walls
A spark of life as one she calls
~~~
To weary souls in shadow and pain
for them to hear and step from self gain
No soul does he know how empty 's his cup
Until life's love spirit does fill him up
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The demon we see in hearts everyday
he stops us from coming right out to play
right inside the truth we hold
self doubts conquest the biggest black hole
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Corruption seeps into ones being
and stops the clarity and vision of seeing
A sacred place that drives fear away
is the one true nature of loves soul play
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In truth a light is always shone
Changing the nothing with light as One
This golden hall with ardour divine
Is no secret to those that shine
~~~
Destroyer of worlds the darkness is gone
To shine a new light the spark of one
For right here on earth the kingdom has come
Resplendent and graceful truth can’t be undone.
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Amanda Thomas 2009
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First Date
First date?.. who knows? where ever the cosmos will take us...


Entry for 07 July 2009 Conquest
Conquest

When shadows are all that one can see
No reason or sense to exist or be
Darkened density that is all illusion
encases a spirit in lower vibration

When trapped within chaos under the veil
Seek your self so you don't fail
To see who you are free from your bonds
Light now dancing in luminous songs

Freed are the chains once tied to your soul
You can shine in light renewed and whole
Gather all courage to be who you are
within your heart you've traveled so far

From beyond all time your journey to earth
A star in the dark to rejoice in re-birth
build your own bridge through grace in your heart
together as one heaven will start

To unfold in your being the eyes that have wings
creating pure beauty the call divine sings
Angelic hosts watch over your being
and help you to grow in luminous seeing

The love is in honour above so below
Life is a dance it is your own show
So remember your place within all creation
building as one our kingdoms new nation

As below so above the light in your heart
Shines from the stars within you a start
So come to the now with wings of your own
Graceful as one we welcome you home.

Amanda Thomas 2009



Entry for 07 July 2009

TRANSPARENCY

Perceptions play when all is one
back and fourth life has begun
To teach itself about how it lives
creation shows that it just is

Energy in pure reflection
A true harmonic of perfection
To show itself how it came to be
Through love and light in harmony

The spirit of life eternally so
plays in the now an essence to show
how things are real when life is one
All chaos and confusion dissolved and gone

The shadow that befalls us all
blinds truth to eyes that seek a call
an inner sight that shines a way
A voice of one knowing what to say

To remind the shadow of its place
A friend to us it teaches grace
To show the light within us all
how we learn to stand so tall

The face within the mirror you see
can show a soul what makes it be
when found the voice within your heart
can shine to close what was apart

For when you look upon another
reflected there your kindred brother
can recognise them self in you
A light as one through and through

Amanda Thomas 2009